Hey everyone who’s reading this. I have a really important announcement.
As of today, I’m taking a permanent break from Tumblr.
Let me explain.
Last year, I joined this website with low expectations. I thought I would be an outcast blog that no one would pay attention to. I was wrong, and I made so many good friends in this beautiful fandom.
We’ve had our ups and downs, and do I regret joining? Never.
I know what you all are thinking. If I love this website and fandom, why am I quitting?
Lately I’ve been going through some tough times and feeling depressed. Every time I log on to Tumblr it just makes it worse because it reminds me of how things aren’t like they used to be before MPAS came out in theaters and I don’t have the courage to talk to anyone anymore.
I feel like no one understands what I’m going through. I feel so happy on some days, and the other days… I just feel so alone and terrified.
I won’t be deleting my blog, no way. Too many memories to be erased, but I am having my parents change my password on all my blogs so I can’t log in.
Now I want to say thank you to everyone who followed me and was willing to be my friend.
Nikki, thank you for your kind words when I was feeling down. You really did give me hope and I thank you for that.
Cathy, thank you for making me smile and marrying me. It really made me happy during that time. Thank you.
Shinigami, thank you for replying to my Mama Megan RP even after everyone else stopped responding. You were the one who made me continue my blog and interacted with all of us. Thank you.
Katie. What can I say? You were my first real internet friend. You made me laugh and smile. I couldn’t have asked for a better friend. I accept your apology, I really do. But I can’t bring myself to talk to you again, I’m sorry, but I just can’t.
I respect your words and decision that you don’t want to choose who is your best friend. I understand, and I hope you can understand me like I do with you. Thank you so much for this beautiful friendship. Stay who you are. Never change.
Now I want everyone to know that I don’t know if I’ll ever come back. Maybe I will if I finally talk to my parents about me feeling depressed and talking to a counselor. Maybe I’ll come back when school is out, maybe I won’t.
Either way, thank you everyone. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to join this small but amazing fandom.
I love you all.